Posts from the hand of just another geek
Perhaps this is a form of escapism, but when I feel really bored, or when I wish some things were better, I see through my window and look at the mountains in the distance. When that happens, I sigh, and I fantasise about monsters coming out from behind those mountains. First, I imagine a great… Continue reading I use to fantasise about giant monsters
I suffer from anxiety. It seems that I have had this problem for years now, but it was only recently when I found it out. My main disorder seems to be agoraphobia. Since I was young, for many years I occasionally had panic attacks in very crowded places. However, for some reason I do not quite understand,… Continue reading Dealing with agoraphobia and macrophobia
A few years ago, I thought I was suffering from mysophobia. I simply couldn't bear touching anyone, or being touched, not even by many close relatives. I would wash my hands as much as I could. I would wash the dishes and the glasses, some times twice, before being capable to use them for my… Continue reading Recovering from mysophobia
I was sure that I was having depressive episodes, so I checked with my physician to see if there is anything I can do for myself. These depressive episodes were happening usually during evenings, when I go home from work, wishing just to go to bed and never have to go back to work. After… Continue reading Taking pills for depression and anxiety
After two weeks of suffering a lot of stress at work, and after having long nights of sleep, I wondered…am I depressed? During several nights in a row I simply wanted to go home after work, have my dinner, and go to bed. I didn't even play video games as usual, video games being my… Continue reading Maybe, just maybe, I am depressed
This is just me complaining, and some of my coworkers would argue that I am just making a big fuss for such a small thing; but this is just how I am. I agree that this is a very important area of improvement for me, and that I need to look for ways to cope… Continue reading Suffering stress, stress, and more stress at work
Why would I want to write a blog. I had another blog before, mainly for news and technology, but it has been a long time since the last time I posted in there. I am looking for writing a blog, posting as much as I can, and sharing everything that happens to me every day. There… Continue reading Starting a blog to cope with my stress
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